I know I am a beggar. I crave friendship from the type of people who I want to hang out with. Not the type of annoying people who want to be friends with me. I constantly hate people. I hate that I can not get what I want. I am a very selfish person. Although the only people who want to hang out are just two people. They both lust after me. They obviously dont hide it. I hate hate hate! I know I am not pretty or anything so why me?!
At the moment I am burning several candles. I need more books so that I can learn as much as possible. I want to get into western qabbalahism. And ceremonial magic. I suppose that is all. Oh well.
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